Young M.A - Numb/Bipolar

Yo
How you gonna fuck with my pride?
How you gonna fuck with my mind?
How you gonna make me go numb?
Bitch, you gonna make me go dumb?

Big smoke, pokin' my lungs
Big drink, Yac, no rum
Had to get away with my sons
Had to get away with my duns
It's so hard Big Pun
Don't wanna be a player Big Pun
I don't wanna be around no one
Gimme a drink and I'm on one
With the boys, sip a cold one
Hit the road like a road runner
She don't love me but the hoes love her
Cupid tryin to take her soul from her

Yeah, fuck love, fuck love
I don't wanna love, I don't wanna love
I just wanna take these drugs, yeah
I just wanna take these drugs, yeah
Take these drugs and go numb
I just wanna go numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb
I just wanna go numb

I don't wanna feel nothin', nothin', nothin'
Nothin', nothin', nothin'
I don't wanna feel nothin'
I don't wanna feel nothin', no
How you gonna fuck with my heart?
You play with my heart like darts
You broke my heart into parts
How you gonna stop what we start?
How you gonna break what we build?
How you know this wasn't real?

I know you feel what I feel
You turned my heart into steel
I feel like I'm Jack and I'm Jill
I'm tryin to get over this hill
No, I'm not poppin' no pills
I just smoke weed and I chill
Yeah, I was tellin' you lies
Yeah, I fucked up sometimes

But, why would you fuck with my pride?
Why would you fuck with my mind?
I know I wasn't right but I tried
I know I wasn't right but I tried
I know I wasn't right but I tried
I know I wasn't right but I tried

Yeah, wanna tell you what's up but I hide
Wanna tell you what's up but I hide
Wanna tell you what's up but I hide
Wanna tell you what's up but I hide
But you see the truth in my eyes
Yeah, fuck love, fuck love
I don't wanna love, I don't wanna love
I just wanna take these drugs
I just wanna take these drugs

Take these drugs and go numb
Yeah, I don't wanna feel nothin'
Yeah, I don't wanna feel nothin'
Yeah, I don't wanna feel nothin'
Yeah, take these drugs and go numb
I just wanna go numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb