Young M.A - Angels vs Demons

Feelin' like the old me, you heard?
When I was hungry for this shit, man
Still hungry too, uh
(Ayy, Benjamin, he got benjamins)
Uh

I'm back to my habits, back to my ways
Back to puttin' that 'yac to my face
Back to dumpin' these ashes and trays
Back to who I was back in the days
Back to the grain, can't believe I actually changed
Talked about gettin' rich, now I'm actually paid
Swerved a little, got off track, now I'm back in my lane
Life is good, yeah, but I always relapse to that pain

Mental health is a stain, them thoughts in the back of my brain
Man, fuck love, them bitches ain't deserve the love that I gave
But when I fucked, I always made sure they actually came
Went from trappin' to fame, crazy, now I'm trapped in the fame
And I be switchin' bitches like I switch hats, it's a shame
With this game, either you lack or you gain, or both
'Cause I just made a rack and blew that on a chain
But I'm self-made, back in the booth, back on that stage
And when you independent, rap pays, no cap, man

And I got a hundred demons in my rearview
But the money up ahead and it's a clear view
If you ain't loyal like I'm loyal, I don't feel you
'Cause where I'm from, that type of shit will kill you

Uh, three in the mornin', sippin' this Henny
Thankin' God for these M's, came from a pocket of pennies
Haters talkin' that shit, that's the devil just tryna get me
Thank you to who defend me, but opinions never offend me, nah
I'm a livin' legend, man, I swear to God
That lil' homie doin' seven, he was pitchin' hard
But he gotta take that L 'cause he ain't snitchin', nah
This lifestyle got me hooked just like a fishin' rod

Call me a bitch all you want, just know that bitch in charge
Tell all these small money niggas I'm really livin' large
Just know I keep the 40 on me, ain't gotta sent a squad
I be doly most of the time, 'cause bitch, I live with heart
But when they killed my brother, it ripped my shit apart
I buy this ice so I can shine 'cause my heart is dark
These VVs, what's the difference? Just a different spark
I'm a dog and you a dog, but I bite, you bark

And I got a hundred demons in my rearview
But the money up ahead and it's a clear view
If you ain't loyal like I'm loyal, I don't feel you
'Cause where I'm from, that type of shit will kill you
And your life can change long as you still you
And when they throwin' bricks, just let it build you
If they movin' funny, don't let 'em near you
And if they don't respect it, make 'em fear you