Wintersleep - Assembly Lines

i've been kind of tired
maybe i've been not myself
i feel like i should be putting in
so much more than i put in
the wife the kids are starting to get in the way
of the important things like cars like ............
jus keep smiling
and i'll try harder

is this a joke
i'm not laughing
i'm not trying to be difficult, cause a scene
i dress real good i talk real good
i act exactly like I should
just like you taught me
like i'm part of something bigger
more fullfilling
more worthwild than anything
left in my life

and i'll try harder