Ward Thomas

It's Not Just Me

Every morning, I wake up and I
Feel like I've run a million miles
'Cause my restless mind keeps me up at night
Like I'm always stuck here at square one
Always lose a game before I've won
But like you always say, it'll be ok

And I know that I am trouble
And I think too many things
There are days that I struggle to believe

I'm just trying to keep on trying
But I'm stumbling in the dark
Like I'm ready for the worst
Hoping for a happy heart
'Cause I'm sure of what I want
But I don't know what I need
Put your hand in my hand and help me see
It's not just me

All I see are picture-perfect lies
There's nothing real about it but sometimes
What I choose to see is never good for me
Underneath, we're all just flesh and bones
Same old beach but throwing different stones
And I'd like to know I'm not on my own

And I know that I am trouble
And I think too many things
'Cause I'm tired of seeing double of everything

I'm just trying to keep on trying
But I'm stumbling in the dark
Like I'm ready for the worst
Hoping for a happy heart
'Cause I'm sure of what I want
But I don't know what I need
Put your hand in my hand and help me see

It's not just me who feels the world is on their shoulders
It's not just me who's out of place and don't belong
It's not just me who feels there's no way back
And this train is running straight off the track
Because I know, oh
'Cause I know, know

I'm just trying to keep on trying
But I'm stumbling in the dark
Like I'm ready for the worst
Hoping for a happy heart
'Cause I'm sure of what I want
But I don't know what I need
Put your hand in my hand and help me see
It's not just me
It's not just me
It's not just me