Wanting - Shell

Thoughts are running through my head
Reluctance to failure, I refuse to cry
The outside showers the opening wound
I trip and fall until

Redundancy catches me up, I have no where to go
While she feeds me I hate myself, tears coming down I choke
The hour fills with wish and hope but the hour is gone
I threw myself, then I became a shell

Truth is, is not what you see
You see what you want to believe
There’s so much more to offer inside of me
But I can’t come out because

Redundancy catches me up, I have no where to go
While she feeds me I hate myself, tears coming down I choke
The hour fills with wish and hope but the hour is gone
I threw myself, then I became a shell

Became a shell, became a shell, became a shell

The outside, showers the opening wound
I trip and fall

Redundancy catches me up, I have no where to go
While she feeds me I hate myself, tears coming down I choke
The hour fills with wish and hope but the hour is gone
I threw myself, and I became a shell