Waking Ashland - Medication

Who am I trying to fool
As the night falls upon me
Who am I trying to be
When this leads to nothing

I need some medication
I need your medication
These choices I've been making
They make me hate myself

Are you there?
How I long to be with you
Are you there?
Listening to my despair

Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
I said what she wanted to hear
Pretending that my mind was clear
It's a lie

How you wept, how you tried
But I never make the time
Here I go once again
Will this ever end?

I need some medication
I need your medication
These choices I've been making
They make me hate myself

Are you there?
How I long to be with you
Are you there?
Listening to my despair

Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
Said what she wanted to hear
Pretending that my mind was clear

Don't make the call
Into the room
It's where I fall

Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
I said what she wanted to hear
Pretending that my mind was clear
Lying, trying to stop this time
I'll stop this time
One step backward chasing after
A voice inside, A voice inside
That knows