Utada Hikaru - In My Room (translation)

Tuesday morning
You passed right by me in the hall
But you didn't even notice
You probably don't even know my name
Yet it doesn't bother me

Fake nails
Color contacts
Decorating my hair with extensions
Wrapping myself in fake fur
Why am I searching for real love?

Even the struggle can be nice
But I've grown tired
And when I shut my eyes,
dreams and reality are the same
That's why I'm dreaming of you
I escape into my dreams in my room
When I close my mouth, both lies and truth
Are exactly the same

A speech that touches the soul
As for me, I can't hear anything any longer
Someone is calling from far away
But I have no desire to return yet

If feel good because the bustle of the streets
Coldly, gently wraps me up
It's a private zone for me alone
Why am I always searching for a place to belong?

It's okay if you cry, smile
And cause me pain
When I close my eyes,
dreams and reality are the same
That's why, I'm always with you
I escape into dreams in my room
If you're here, both lies and truth
Are exactly alike

There are day when I want to run away
And forget everything
When my eyes are closed,
dreams and reality are the same
That's why I'm dreaming of you
I escape into dreams in my room
If you're not here, both lies and truth
are exactly alike