Useless Id - Getting In The Way

All the things that I've said
I tried to free them
Out of my blocked head
Not getting younger
Starting to be afraid

Am I different, or maybe
I've just gone mad
This is my choice of living
Time won't stand

I live my war
This war won't leave me alone
Where I can stand without a weapon?
Am I dead?
This is the game
That I don't wanna play
Sorry man, you say
This is our life
You're getting in the way

All the things that I've said
I tried to free them
Out of my blocked head
Not getting younger
Starting to be afraid

Am I different, or maybe
I've just gone mad
This is my choice of living
Time won't stand

I live my war
This war won't leave me alone
Where can I stand without a weapon?
Am I dead?
This is the game
That I don't wanna play
Sorry man, you say
This is our life
You're getting in the way