Upon This Dawning - Memories And Lies

It's time for me now to leave you
I was thinking on it from a long time, I have to go
It's not a problem for you to live without me
I have to go, I write you a letter
Dear friends, parents and others
I've tried to live without your helps, your smiles
Now I've realize that I was always wrong with you
So now I go, I have decided to leave me all alone

So I can say that I want stop my life
I have realized that all what I've done was wrong
So please don't try to look for me, there's no more time
I've stopped my life, I've burned my memories and lies

Now that I think I can remember
There was a time where we made jokes on life of everyday
They were days full of happiness and hope (but now)
But those days are dead with my soul

Don't try to look for me
Try to put away all my memories
I won't let you follow my reasons
This sweet suicide is mine, not yours
Take a look on this big blue sky
Think about all what we lived together
Close your eyes and feel the deep of life
I'll take you away forever and ever

(Die alone, this life is so hard) I wish you follow the best way (don't go away)
(Die alone, burn with my heart) Forget all those bad days with a new life (please stay with me tonight)
(Die alone, this life is so hard) I know that is no easy to ignore
(Die alone) I'm dead, I've burned all memories and lies