Ungods - Dead Eyes

I'm frozen with self-destructive feelings built so deep inside
I'm broken, shattered and scattered, like I have no way to find
Eternal night
Infighting, why?

How can you understand me if you're trapped inside these walls
I fear, though, to reach your eyes and get lost inside your thoughts
A shield to fight
A mirror to the blind

So I do waste the days looking the horizon
I fade away, to keep my prison untouched for now

Numb

I'm near now, 'cause feel the essence of your poisoning despise
Not so cold, but feel my body freezing, now I'm paralized
Can't look at you
No time to run

So I do waste the days looking the horizon
I break the years by raising up my voice

Can't find

Lost light. Dead eyes

Abdicate from what you loved the most
Frustrated, it's like it's never far enough
The World's in front of me, and I don't know why the fuck I hesitate
My pockets filled with all the shit that makes me wanna give up
My life. Don't cry. I'm never gonna die inside your mind, 'cause you made me your Nemesis
You can reach for the truth at the Sea
But I'mma make your head my souvenir

My hands will carry death wherever I go
And I smell of pain, like someone who just survived
What doesn't kill will make deep scars that will hurt so hard
This pain. This Nymph. My past. My dreams

So I do waste the days looking the horizon
I keep my faith, but the fire is fading out
'Cause nothing can make me smile again
Since you turned up your face... I was dead