Samiam - Demon

I cursed myself this morning
When i conjured up the demon next to me
When i try to walk away she follows, she won't let me be

If i don't believe in you why do i feel the way i do?

I know you're trying to convince me you're for real
But you're chasing me away
Or are you racing me down the drain?

History & arguments forever repeated endlessly
My words are so twisted i don't know if i'm saying what i mean

Forever you've tried to convince me you're for real
But i can't tell if you're chasing me away
Or are you racing me down the drain