People tell me I'm aware
Others look at me with despair
With my boots still on the ground
I know I can't rewind
And I can't blow my brains out
I gotta do right this time
There's no limit left to reach
Happiness is just a figure of speech
My evil mind is creeping deeper than before
If you love someone, you don't go and call her a whore
But you've got to have mercy
I can't take this anymore
To all of those I've left for my desire
Of getting higher
I am bleeding
And believe me, my soul is on fire
Oh, yeah!
So I guess I'll stick around
If not for me, for the ones who do believe I could be found
No point in arguing, I'd crush them if I die
I'll have to keep pretending that I am still alive