Saint Asonia - Over It

I'm addicted to the pain
That I've created for myself
Alone and on the outside
Always trying to be someone else

This weight on my shoulders
Where did I go wrong?
My soul is so cold
And I hate what I've become

If I don't find a way, is it over?
If I don't blame myself, is it gone?
All of this time I've wasted
Oh, will I make it out
From under this world before it falls?
I'm over it all
I'm over it

I'll admit that I'm ashamed
Because I've been lying to myself
My throne is rusting from the years
Living in this hell

I take so much shit
Is this where I belong?
My heart is so charred
And I hate what I've become

If I don't find a way, is it over?
If I don't blame myself, is it gone?
All of this time I've wasted
Oh, will I make it out
From under this world before it falls?
I'm over it all
I'm over it

I can feel the walls closing in on me
And I can see the Sun changing
Turning grey
It's all coming down on me

If I don't find a way, is it over?
If I don't blame myself, is it gone?
All of this time I've wasted
Oh, will I make it out
From under this world before it falls?
I'm over it all
I'm over it