R.A.V - Through the Fog

I watched those sparkles darken
I've seen control disperse
I thought you knew the secrets
That you controlled the Earth
When we was young you told me
You’d hold my hand and jump
I didn't know you'd let me fall when your shit cramping up
I'm sinking through the ink
I feel it closing in

You'd try to nurse my wound when you had broke the skin
A trait as old as sin, it's hands through the garbage
I watched you lie to me while we danced through the carnage
Pull me close, the stars darting, big things are even bigger now
I thought that I could fly away you sat and watched me hit the ground
It's all different now, the pace has got me pacing
I guess that's what I get for fucking chasing what I'm chasing
What's it mean?

Used to wonder how to cope
Ponder how to float
How do I adult?
Climb inside the boat
Why do I emote?
My kaleidoscope's stuck inside the blues
Can’t deny my role
Others thrive, I don’t
I feel tired yo
I need Tylenol
Look, I'm not likable
I'm unreliable, that's undeniable
Nope, turns out, once the curtain's down
The Tooth Fairy's dead and their words cast doubt
Childish bricks in a dirt glass house
Ashen wings that can’t surpass clouds
Turn back now, the illusion isn't worth it

Then we'll fail to reach the sky, give up, then claim to choose the surface
For some the ego wears the crown, but there is no descendant
So once the guillotine goes down, what's left is but resentment
I'd rather be what I'm about and choose not to defend it
Don't strive to please nobody now, so I don't need pretending

What it be?
What it don't?
I can see
Through the fog
What it be?
What it don't?
I can see
Through the fog
What'd you do?

I don't know
But now I'm left to pick my body off the floor let's fucking go
Say, what'd you do?
I don't know
But now I'm left to pick my body off the floor like where'd you go?
Say, what'd you do?
I don't know
But now I'm left to pick my body off the floor let's fucking go
Say, what'd you do?
I don't know
But now I'm left to pick my body off the floor like where'd you go?