Rachael Jenkins

I Don’t Know

No, this isn't a good time
But I'll call you up on the ride home
I promise it's nothing, I'm fine
Stepped outside in the snow 'cause my head is on fire

I don't like who I am online
Especially when I'm high
But it's probably nothing, I'm fine
Took my jacket off now I can breathe in the night

I can sit around all day
Biting through my skin for pay
So I'll suck out the blood to be safe
Maybe someday I'll suddenly wash away

I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know what I'm talking about
I'm not sure if I like it here
Or how long I've been walking around

Spare me the time
I don't feel like
Losing my mind
So I'll sit and I'll sweat it out into the night

It'll do you no good to pry
Watch the [?] and glorify it
I'm upset and I'm prone to lyin'
And I'd kill if it meant I could hang up this line