Natasha Pierre & The Great Comet of 1812 (The Musical) - Sonya Alone

Hard as it is in the coming days i watch my friend in her strange unnatural state
Don’t let her out of my sight
She trails off stares at nothing laughs at random and the letters come

She waits at the window and i listen at the door

Until one day i see by the sad look on her face
That there is a dreadful plan in her heart

I know you are capable of anything i know you so well my friend
I know you might just run away what am i to do?

Who do i ask for help? is it all on me? is it all on me?

I will stand in the dark for you
I will hold you back by force
I will stand here right outside your door
I won’t see you disgraced
I will protect your name and your heart
Because i miss my friend

I know you’ve forgotten me
I know you so well my friend
I know you might just throw yourself over
But i won’t let you i won’t let you it’s all on me

I remember this family i remember your kindness and if i never sleep again

I will stand in the dark for you
I will hold you back by force
I will stand here right outside your door i won’t see you disgraced
I will protect your name and your heart
Because i miss my friend because
I miss my friend because i miss you, my friend