I was paralyzed by everything I always wanted
Every goal, every expectation, every dream
Oh I can see all these faces facing me but can’t really get them
Are they happy? Sad? Thrilling? Are they my mirror?
I don’t wanna reflect my fears and insecurities
But sometimes that is all I have inside me
What if I don’t become what they expect?
What if I shout but no one can ever hear me?
Sometimes it feels lonely on this side but what if I told you I ain’t gonna quit?
Would you take my hand and walk with me through thick and thin?
Cause I’ll keep on trying even if I’m terrified
I know my time is coming
Believe me, I do this for me but I do this for you as well
Don’t let me be gone
My time, my time is coming