Balzakians - You Don't Even Love Yourself

You spend your time pretending
You’re in love with someone else
When you don't even love yourself

You’re running through your vices
Just to keep away from death
That’s not how you meant to live

The noise from their mouths
Is like thunder in your head
And there’s no time to shed a tear

There is sadness in your hands
When lift them to the skies
As you drown into your lies

We keep on falling with cold hands on our necks
We keep on sinking with the weight of all our mistakes
We keep on shooting at the reason in our minds
We keep on poisoning our hearts with all disgrace

You spend your time surrounded
By some people you don't like
And that’s when you poorly smile

The silence of his mouth
Sounds like explosions in your ears
As you fill your soul with fear

Every night you put your mind
On choices that you’ve made
While the tears slowly hit the ground

Your fear of loneliness
Slowly rots you in a cage
As you pine for someone else

We keep on falling with cold hands on our necks
We keep on sinking with the weight of all our mistakes
We keep on shooting at the reason in our minds
We keep on poisoning our hearts with all disgrace