Balance and Composure - You Can't Fix Me

Don't waste a breath on me, or even call.
How have you been sleeping?
Cause it's been calm,
Keep it off from me I can't keep still in the deep end

Don't carry me to leave me to die
Selfish heart and it's me on the outside

In a cold, dark, and bitter way it seems that you wiped your hands clean
Spacing out on the porch while earning up my smoking
I know you hate that you're why I shake
Looking in from the outside never figured out why there's pain
Even out yourself, don't you even call
Keep me honest then
You can't fix me

(Be fair, I'll be fair, I'll be fair)
Don't carry me to leave me to die
(Be fair, I'll be fair, I'll be fair)
Selfish heart and it's me on the outside
(Be fair, I'll be fair, I'll be fair)
Don't carry me to leave me to die
(Be fair, I'll be fair, I'll be fair)
Selfish heart and it's me on the outside

How'd I ever know that the secret is just waking up?
How'd I ever know that it'd sleep until I wake it up?