Balance and Composure - Waiting, Thinking, Giving Up

Let me in
I'm outside
Of your house
I've got some things to say

I once knew
I once knew
Where you hid the key to your house
It's not there, and now I'm waiting outside.
Guess I'll just look at the clouds
They look so much bigger today

I've been thinking about this [x4]

I'm scared of dying alone
But it's my fate, and nobody's home

I wanted to
I needed to know
I needed to let you in

I can't move until the day that I finally decide
Just why I had to let all of these things die
I've got to figure out just how to live my life
Now I'm stuck here waiting for you to come outside
You'll never come out and I think that I will die
And float on up into that big blue sky
Come back as rain and cleanse your pride
Why won't you let me come inside?

I wanted to
I needed to know
I needed to let you in

I wanted to
I needed to know
And I'm gone and out

And I'm gone and out